angel

angel chang, fashion show season 1

i want your hair  (:

 drooling  ^_^

yeah!

i hate the word sorry because basically it doesn't mean anything.

be in my shoes for a while

imagine that you're staring at the computer screen, stalking people you love, people you hate, people you dont know but you still hate them, people who look like bitches which make u want to hate them. them suddenly, while you're browsing pictures, you found something which was not supposed to be there, not supposed to happen and you're not even supposed to imagine this is happening but it is happening for real. you feel your hands getting sweaty, fingers feel like dialing the number to scream at the person involved. instead you stay calm, send a text message, and stay calm because you know that its not worth yelling or crying when its going to happen again, someday.

what starts with the letter F?

you're Fabulous. i melt Fast just like when the ice hits Fire. i Felt the Fun side of me came out as soon as you became Funny. i changed from being Feared to Fearless. being with you was Fantastic! we started to create Fantasies Full of excitement. i was a total Freak before but you made me Feel like a Flower. 

but now, you seem to Forget me. i have Forgiven you before but you Fail to Fulfill me. what you're doing is not Fair at all. i lost my Faith in you, i stood back From Falling in to you, i pretend that im Fine even though the Fire burning in me Forces me to Forget you. there's a drastic Flood of blood in my veins, Fountains of anger. i decided to put a Fullstop so i could Forgive, Forget your Face, the Fantasy we made, the Fantastic, Fabulous  Fireworks that have ever happened to us.

Farewell dear Friend, i'm Fucked up enough.

smaller pieces maan (i hate when people say that)

my post has nothing to do with the title. im hungry, but i dont want to take a shower. im a lazy bum. push me as hard as you can, i wont move an inch. when im stuck, im like super glue. SUPER.

mengajar pengajaran

"bagi tahi, dapat tahi"

*buat tahi sama orang, orang kasi tahi sama kamu


-Tini Einstein (1991)

california gays - want a dance lesson?

california boys?

sing with me people!

Oooooh-

Put your loving hand out, baby

I'm beggin

Beggin, beggin you

Put your loving hand out baby

Beggin, beggin you

Put your loving hand out darlin

Ridin high, when I was king

Played it hard and fast, cause I had everything

Walked away, won me then

But easy come and easy go

And it would end

Beggin, beggin you

Put your loving hand out, baby

Beggin, beggin you

Put your loving hand out darlin

I need you, (yeeah) to understand

Tried so hard

To be your man

The kind of man you want in the end

Only then can I begin to live again

An empty shell

I used to be

Shadow of my life

Was hangin over me

A broken man

Without a throne

Won't even stand the devils dance

To win my soul

Beggin, beggin you

Put your loving hand out, baby

Beggin, beggin you

Put your loving hand out darlin

I'm fighting hard

To hold my own

No, I just can't make it

All alone

I'm holdin on

I can't fall back

Now that big brass ring

Is a shade of black

Beggin, beggin you

Put your loving hand out, baby

Beggin, beggin you

Put your loving hand out darlin

(x3)

-mum, can i have an afro on half of my head, and locks on the other half?

self created quote number 2

"cermin diri pakai mata sendiri"

-Tini Einstein (1991)

5th post of the day

to make me look like I love updating my blog, i'm posting nonsense for the third time already. aren't I hardworking? naah. 

• goodnight pimple! 
• goodnight people! 
• goodnight people with pimples!

superhero

i never knew superheroes were true. and i never knew they're that young. oh well, i hope you could save all of us around the world, but dont forget your passport ok! 

self created quote

"janji mampu dikatakan, tapi tak semestinya mampu dikotakan"

-Tini Einstein, 1991

krik krik krik

that up there is supposed to be the sound of a cricket. its been too long i haven't updated my blog. its finally study week. so called the "study" week, thats when your are supposed to stare at your books and eat the lines but not for me. i think study week means let your book rest in your bag. im finally back at home. i've been home sick lately and when im at home, im unisick. well that does not exist but still, i am sick. pity me people, please pity me. oh, who would buy me a strawberry waffle? im craving for that! and sushi. and candy. speaking about candy, i cant have candy no more. its not like i CANT have anymore, its just that i have to reduce how much sugar i take. the last time i checked my sugar count, it was exactly 8.00. im sweeter than a tin of coke people! no wonder people like me :p (NOT).

im missing my buddies especially hanis manis <3 your birthday is coming up, great timing coz theres nothing in my pocket to spend on. hehe. just joking my dear. hope to see u soon :)

fresh macam fresh oren

orait, im deleting those old posts yang mampu menyinggung perasaan orang. kononnya nak mula balik lah. hehe. biarlah kan, tak baik la orang baca blog yang macam tu. hmm. i dont know how to write artistic thingy, all i can do is express what ever thats in me which is so not artistic. oh, btw now im in class, the wi-fi is terribly awesome! takyah cakap lah mcm mana laju dia! hahahahaha.. too bad i dont have a facebook account, kalau tak dah dok stalk orang aja. haha.