poop

yeah.

specially for mum

dear mum, i have created a x'mas wish list in a form of a song, and i would be proud to sing it to you. here it goes:


on the 1st day of x'mas my mama gave to me, a hand phone named Blackberry
on the 2nd day of x'mas my mama gave to me, a pair of jeans from MNG
on the 3rd day of x'mas my mama gave to me, a poncho which costs RM80
on the 4th day of x'mas my mama gave to me, her stinky old white MyVi
on the 5th day of x'mas my mama gave to me, a rm500 shopping spree
on the 6th day of x'mas my mama gave to me, a handbag from Roxy
on the 7th day of x'mas my mama gave to me, a set of shoes from Vincci
on the 8th day of x'mas my mama gave to me, a big laugh 'coz everything's a dream


haha. it does rhyme kan?
i love you mum, no matter what. (:

tadaa!..

so this is my bottom-right wisdom tooth and its huge!

my upper tooth which was taken out was not given to me by the dentist, i guess they threw it away? but that one had to be cut into half to get it out of my gums.

 this is my lower-right gum which was stitched up after removing my tooth and yeah, the hole is big

okay

i just came back from the dentist in bangsar. what happened there:


- waited for almost an hour for the dentist because he was stuck in the traffic
- went to the toilet a couple of times because i was nervous
- wanted to steal the idea of decorating my room as how the teeth specialist office was
- cried in front of the doctor because i was freaking out
- cried because of the injection which looked scary
- loved the strawberry taste of the numbing gel
- hated the screeching sound of the drill
- hated the pressure of my teeth pulled out
- happy for getting everything done in half an hour
- not happy because i have to come back next week to get out another teeth


*what i'll be going through next month:
- a few more teeth being pulled on
- wear a set of braces to fix them up


*pictures will be updated (:

quote

"perfect is boring, human is beautiful"

-tyra banks

curly fries

i was totally bored last night. i was freakingly sleepy but i couldn't sleep so i pulled the wheeled mirror into my sister's room and started to stare at myself. after staring at the same old me, i thought "i need a makeover". i remembered how to curl my hair without using any curlers so thats what i did. all i needed is an old t-shirt (cut into strips), and hair mousse. first of all, i had to part a little bit of my hair, dab a little bit of hair mousse on it, wrap the hair around the stripped t-shirt then tie it. oh and you should make sure you have washed your hair before you do this, because if you wash your hair after, the curls will be gone (duhh). then after doing my whole head which was extremely tiring because i could not see at the back of my head, go to sleep. the next morning, when you wake up, take a bath but dont wet your hair! wear your clothes (or be naked if you'd like) then open each knot on your hair. afterwards, you could separate your curls and make it messy then spray some hairspray which will make your hair stay! this is the result:

you are now allowed to take pictures of yourself and show it to the world!

    

dad said i look like Mel C from Spice girls, i dont think so dad

tips from seventeen magazine (:

monday

monday 
20 December 2010 
dentist appointment in bangsar 
goodbye teeth

weh

to aimi amira rosli

i googled your name and found this picture:

and i discovered your birthday from amar's fb

hee.

:)

dentist

I've been having such a dreadful toothache for almost a week and today i finally went to the dentist. i'm so freaked out of going to the dentist since i've watched the famous horror movie "the dentist". i have a fear of dentists and instruments going into my mouth. but i couldn't stand the pain. oh listening to the drilling of a teeth made my hands sweat even in a cold air-conditioned room. i waited for almost half an hour, then the assistant opened the office door and said "kartini, your turn" with a smile. again i remind you, i hate dentists and the smell and the environment. 

so i went in, said hello to doctor Linda and she said "hi kartini" with a smirk, my heart was pounding like a drum. i laid down in the chair and told her my problem. the last time i went there was a year ago. she was looking in my mouth, putting in her small mirror thingy, then the water squirt and the water sucker vacuum thingy, yeah 3 things in my mouth which made me scared. its always about my wisdom tooth. she said, "i can't see any progress of your wisdom tooth from last year, except is getting worse". well in my head i was thinking, 'duhh its worse, if not i won't even be here in this freaky chair, saying aaaaaaah and opening my mouth wide enough for you to see every single bit of detail in my mouth'. 

well the problem about my wisdom tooth was this:  

you see the tooth on the right, well thats my bottom right wisdom tooth and look how its growing, SIDE WAYS! its pushing the teeth beside it and the others too and its terribly painful. and the wisdom tooth on my upper right is beginning to become that way. the dentist said, "dear, your jaws are so small, its pushing everything. the only solution is to have surgery and pull out the wisdom teeth". well that scared me enough, but after she googled around my mouth, she added, "before you feel the pain on your left wisdom teeth, i suggest you take out all four of your wisdom tooth". did you read that correct? she said TAKE OUT ALL FOUR. 

i dont mind the fact of pulling out those teeth because its at the back of my mouth and no one would even see it, but what bothers me is the pain after PULLING them out! 

those above are not my teeth but this is how long a wisdom tooth is. and and i forgot to add, the dentist said this to my mum "i cant do this because she needs to see a specialist and it's risky because the root of her tooth may be joined to her nerve and that can't have any mistakes to it". great, just great. lastly, she gave me antibiotics and what other stinky pill for me to take. if the swollen of my gum reduces and the pain fades away, im lucky. but if not, she will do me an x-ray then send me to the specialist in bangsar. if i pull out my teeth, my dad said i could wear braces to put them back in place but i'll think of that first, IF i could bare the pain AGAIN. 

and if i wear braces, i want it colorful like this :

cool right?

go download this movie  XD

enough about teeth. 

p/s: i swear this is true.

"be PHAT and live HIP, don't make Fat for the HIPS"

-tini einstein (1991)

i can see my future

i hope i look far way better than that when i get old and hopefully my son (if i have a son or sons) will not be like that. this is a scene of a short film i did last year for my seniors. i hope i'll improve. (:

not the happiest moment in life

dear you,

i've been praying for you, for your health, for your days to be wonderful. i really hope He will grant my wishes. lately you come back from work all moody. you've been complaining about how tired you are, how sick you feel. words can't tell that much but what I see on you makes me feel your pain. i've been such a naughty girl, i've always disobeyed you, and sometimes disrespect you. i've been such a monkey, fooling around. i may not be intelligent but i'm doing my best in my studies to make you proud. i promise you, when i have a stabilized job, i promise to treat you anything. after all you've done for me. im proud to have you as a leader and an inspiration in life. from the bottom of my heart, im truly sorry for my mistakes. i love you so much. get well soon.

love,

kartini colette muliyadi.

<3


p/s: thank you Allah for this gift of life, my dad.

smell doesn't count

macaroni and cheese

cheesy wedges

spicy cheese fries

roller coaster cheddar

nachos and cheese

ooh if i fart out a cheese bomb, it would be a rocket! i could fly my way back to melaka. yeah it is fattening, but who cares. 

such a cheese galore! nyum nyumm..  ^_^

angel

angel chang, fashion show season 1

i want your hair  (:

 drooling  ^_^

yeah!

i hate the word sorry because basically it doesn't mean anything.

be in my shoes for a while

imagine that you're staring at the computer screen, stalking people you love, people you hate, people you dont know but you still hate them, people who look like bitches which make u want to hate them. them suddenly, while you're browsing pictures, you found something which was not supposed to be there, not supposed to happen and you're not even supposed to imagine this is happening but it is happening for real. you feel your hands getting sweaty, fingers feel like dialing the number to scream at the person involved. instead you stay calm, send a text message, and stay calm because you know that its not worth yelling or crying when its going to happen again, someday.

what starts with the letter F?

you're Fabulous. i melt Fast just like when the ice hits Fire. i Felt the Fun side of me came out as soon as you became Funny. i changed from being Feared to Fearless. being with you was Fantastic! we started to create Fantasies Full of excitement. i was a total Freak before but you made me Feel like a Flower. 

but now, you seem to Forget me. i have Forgiven you before but you Fail to Fulfill me. what you're doing is not Fair at all. i lost my Faith in you, i stood back From Falling in to you, i pretend that im Fine even though the Fire burning in me Forces me to Forget you. there's a drastic Flood of blood in my veins, Fountains of anger. i decided to put a Fullstop so i could Forgive, Forget your Face, the Fantasy we made, the Fantastic, Fabulous  Fireworks that have ever happened to us.

Farewell dear Friend, i'm Fucked up enough.

smaller pieces maan (i hate when people say that)

my post has nothing to do with the title. im hungry, but i dont want to take a shower. im a lazy bum. push me as hard as you can, i wont move an inch. when im stuck, im like super glue. SUPER.

mengajar pengajaran

"bagi tahi, dapat tahi"

*buat tahi sama orang, orang kasi tahi sama kamu


-Tini Einstein (1991)

california gays - want a dance lesson?

california boys?

sing with me people!

Oooooh-

Put your loving hand out, baby

I'm beggin

Beggin, beggin you

Put your loving hand out baby

Beggin, beggin you

Put your loving hand out darlin

Ridin high, when I was king

Played it hard and fast, cause I had everything

Walked away, won me then

But easy come and easy go

And it would end

Beggin, beggin you

Put your loving hand out, baby

Beggin, beggin you

Put your loving hand out darlin

I need you, (yeeah) to understand

Tried so hard

To be your man

The kind of man you want in the end

Only then can I begin to live again

An empty shell

I used to be

Shadow of my life

Was hangin over me

A broken man

Without a throne

Won't even stand the devils dance

To win my soul

Beggin, beggin you

Put your loving hand out, baby

Beggin, beggin you

Put your loving hand out darlin

I'm fighting hard

To hold my own

No, I just can't make it

All alone

I'm holdin on

I can't fall back

Now that big brass ring

Is a shade of black

Beggin, beggin you

Put your loving hand out, baby

Beggin, beggin you

Put your loving hand out darlin

(x3)

-mum, can i have an afro on half of my head, and locks on the other half?

self created quote number 2

"cermin diri pakai mata sendiri"

-Tini Einstein (1991)

5th post of the day

to make me look like I love updating my blog, i'm posting nonsense for the third time already. aren't I hardworking? naah. 

• goodnight pimple! 
• goodnight people! 
• goodnight people with pimples!

superhero

i never knew superheroes were true. and i never knew they're that young. oh well, i hope you could save all of us around the world, but dont forget your passport ok! 

self created quote

"janji mampu dikatakan, tapi tak semestinya mampu dikotakan"

-Tini Einstein, 1991

krik krik krik

that up there is supposed to be the sound of a cricket. its been too long i haven't updated my blog. its finally study week. so called the "study" week, thats when your are supposed to stare at your books and eat the lines but not for me. i think study week means let your book rest in your bag. im finally back at home. i've been home sick lately and when im at home, im unisick. well that does not exist but still, i am sick. pity me people, please pity me. oh, who would buy me a strawberry waffle? im craving for that! and sushi. and candy. speaking about candy, i cant have candy no more. its not like i CANT have anymore, its just that i have to reduce how much sugar i take. the last time i checked my sugar count, it was exactly 8.00. im sweeter than a tin of coke people! no wonder people like me :p (NOT).

im missing my buddies especially hanis manis <3 your birthday is coming up, great timing coz theres nothing in my pocket to spend on. hehe. just joking my dear. hope to see u soon :)

fresh macam fresh oren

orait, im deleting those old posts yang mampu menyinggung perasaan orang. kononnya nak mula balik lah. hehe. biarlah kan, tak baik la orang baca blog yang macam tu. hmm. i dont know how to write artistic thingy, all i can do is express what ever thats in me which is so not artistic. oh, btw now im in class, the wi-fi is terribly awesome! takyah cakap lah mcm mana laju dia! hahahahaha.. too bad i dont have a facebook account, kalau tak dah dok stalk orang aja. haha. 

badabing! badabang! badaboom!

i need a makeover, a total makeover. suggestions?

anak itik tokwi mandi dalam kolam

stupid posts will appear when the psycho in me comes alive. i'm totally bored. ASSignments are jiggling around my fingers, asking me to finish them while my eye lids become heavier the moment i get an idea. gosh, there's only 4 weeks of class left, 1 week of 'study break' then the exams come killing us with their mighty questions with only a few alphabets in mind to answer. this semester's target is to get deans list but naaahh.. i dont think i could make it. darn its hard to impress both my parents and beat my siblings in education. haiyaa. what job doesn't require education? prostitute? = sex education. singer? = pitch. grave digger? = measurement. housewife? = being a wife while taking care of the house. so in conclusion, education is IMPORTANTO. so i should start making love with my books now? or making love with my lecturers? haha. stupid.

p/s: these words come from the boring side of me. im better on the other half :)

nor aimi amira nordin

weird

funny

angry

BFF

as we go on we remember all the times we had together 

and as our life changes from whatever 

we will still be friends forever  <3

*vitamin C

in memory

29/01/1959 - 06/09/2010

Gunawan bin Mahmood

seorang abang

bapa

pemimpin.

Al-Fatihah

transformers

when boredom strikes.

 

the best way to express your feelings.  (:

homework kills!

if and only if i could say that to my lecturer.

 gosh, these assignments are killing me! 

don't they know what holiday or vacation means?

 oh wait, they don't because it's not the same as ours.

Darn.

foofaraw?

word: foofaraw


meaning: To make a big deal out of something of little importance. Also means to add flashy or excessive decoration.