be in my shoes for a while

imagine that you're staring at the computer screen, stalking people you love, people you hate, people you dont know but you still hate them, people who look like bitches which make u want to hate them. them suddenly, while you're browsing pictures, you found something which was not supposed to be there, not supposed to happen and you're not even supposed to imagine this is happening but it is happening for real. you feel your hands getting sweaty, fingers feel like dialing the number to scream at the person involved. instead you stay calm, send a text message, and stay calm because you know that its not worth yelling or crying when its going to happen again, someday.