okay

i just came back from the dentist in bangsar. what happened there:


- waited for almost an hour for the dentist because he was stuck in the traffic
- went to the toilet a couple of times because i was nervous
- wanted to steal the idea of decorating my room as how the teeth specialist office was
- cried in front of the doctor because i was freaking out
- cried because of the injection which looked scary
- loved the strawberry taste of the numbing gel
- hated the screeching sound of the drill
- hated the pressure of my teeth pulled out
- happy for getting everything done in half an hour
- not happy because i have to come back next week to get out another teeth


*what i'll be going through next month:
- a few more teeth being pulled on
- wear a set of braces to fix them up


*pictures will be updated (:

quote

"perfect is boring, human is beautiful"

-tyra banks

curly fries

i was totally bored last night. i was freakingly sleepy but i couldn't sleep so i pulled the wheeled mirror into my sister's room and started to stare at myself. after staring at the same old me, i thought "i need a makeover". i remembered how to curl my hair without using any curlers so thats what i did. all i needed is an old t-shirt (cut into strips), and hair mousse. first of all, i had to part a little bit of my hair, dab a little bit of hair mousse on it, wrap the hair around the stripped t-shirt then tie it. oh and you should make sure you have washed your hair before you do this, because if you wash your hair after, the curls will be gone (duhh). then after doing my whole head which was extremely tiring because i could not see at the back of my head, go to sleep. the next morning, when you wake up, take a bath but dont wet your hair! wear your clothes (or be naked if you'd like) then open each knot on your hair. afterwards, you could separate your curls and make it messy then spray some hairspray which will make your hair stay! this is the result:

you are now allowed to take pictures of yourself and show it to the world!

    

dad said i look like Mel C from Spice girls, i dont think so dad

tips from seventeen magazine (:

monday

monday 
20 December 2010 
dentist appointment in bangsar 
goodbye teeth

weh

to aimi amira rosli

i googled your name and found this picture:

and i discovered your birthday from amar's fb

hee.

:)

dentist

I've been having such a dreadful toothache for almost a week and today i finally went to the dentist. i'm so freaked out of going to the dentist since i've watched the famous horror movie "the dentist". i have a fear of dentists and instruments going into my mouth. but i couldn't stand the pain. oh listening to the drilling of a teeth made my hands sweat even in a cold air-conditioned room. i waited for almost half an hour, then the assistant opened the office door and said "kartini, your turn" with a smile. again i remind you, i hate dentists and the smell and the environment. 

so i went in, said hello to doctor Linda and she said "hi kartini" with a smirk, my heart was pounding like a drum. i laid down in the chair and told her my problem. the last time i went there was a year ago. she was looking in my mouth, putting in her small mirror thingy, then the water squirt and the water sucker vacuum thingy, yeah 3 things in my mouth which made me scared. its always about my wisdom tooth. she said, "i can't see any progress of your wisdom tooth from last year, except is getting worse". well in my head i was thinking, 'duhh its worse, if not i won't even be here in this freaky chair, saying aaaaaaah and opening my mouth wide enough for you to see every single bit of detail in my mouth'. 

well the problem about my wisdom tooth was this:  

you see the tooth on the right, well thats my bottom right wisdom tooth and look how its growing, SIDE WAYS! its pushing the teeth beside it and the others too and its terribly painful. and the wisdom tooth on my upper right is beginning to become that way. the dentist said, "dear, your jaws are so small, its pushing everything. the only solution is to have surgery and pull out the wisdom teeth". well that scared me enough, but after she googled around my mouth, she added, "before you feel the pain on your left wisdom teeth, i suggest you take out all four of your wisdom tooth". did you read that correct? she said TAKE OUT ALL FOUR. 

i dont mind the fact of pulling out those teeth because its at the back of my mouth and no one would even see it, but what bothers me is the pain after PULLING them out! 

those above are not my teeth but this is how long a wisdom tooth is. and and i forgot to add, the dentist said this to my mum "i cant do this because she needs to see a specialist and it's risky because the root of her tooth may be joined to her nerve and that can't have any mistakes to it". great, just great. lastly, she gave me antibiotics and what other stinky pill for me to take. if the swollen of my gum reduces and the pain fades away, im lucky. but if not, she will do me an x-ray then send me to the specialist in bangsar. if i pull out my teeth, my dad said i could wear braces to put them back in place but i'll think of that first, IF i could bare the pain AGAIN. 

and if i wear braces, i want it colorful like this :

cool right?

go download this movie  XD

enough about teeth. 

p/s: i swear this is true.

"be PHAT and live HIP, don't make Fat for the HIPS"

-tini einstein (1991)

i can see my future

i hope i look far way better than that when i get old and hopefully my son (if i have a son or sons) will not be like that. this is a scene of a short film i did last year for my seniors. i hope i'll improve. (:

not the happiest moment in life

dear you,

i've been praying for you, for your health, for your days to be wonderful. i really hope He will grant my wishes. lately you come back from work all moody. you've been complaining about how tired you are, how sick you feel. words can't tell that much but what I see on you makes me feel your pain. i've been such a naughty girl, i've always disobeyed you, and sometimes disrespect you. i've been such a monkey, fooling around. i may not be intelligent but i'm doing my best in my studies to make you proud. i promise you, when i have a stabilized job, i promise to treat you anything. after all you've done for me. im proud to have you as a leader and an inspiration in life. from the bottom of my heart, im truly sorry for my mistakes. i love you so much. get well soon.

love,

kartini colette muliyadi.

<3


p/s: thank you Allah for this gift of life, my dad.

smell doesn't count

macaroni and cheese

cheesy wedges

spicy cheese fries

roller coaster cheddar

nachos and cheese

ooh if i fart out a cheese bomb, it would be a rocket! i could fly my way back to melaka. yeah it is fattening, but who cares. 

such a cheese galore! nyum nyumm..  ^_^